I remember exactly that day , the day when I took this photo
I remember how o felt inside at that very moment.
He was still alive . I was in peace and full of joy
It was a sunny day, before taking a nap ( I usually sleep after school ) I went to the kitchen to eat something and I took this clementines wile talking to him (who knows me, know I'm crazy for fruits)
I was also listening to the music and looking at his photo ( the minipolaroid) and I just put this things together thinking that those are things that makes me happy, as simple as that, those few little things, chating with M , our favorite music and his photo to make me feel him near, my 2 passions : photography and fruits.
it was enough to make me happy, to make me feel rich
For real I was ectremely happy inside, so happy, so so very happy worlds can't even describe but
you know that feelings when your that happy that you talk to a voice inside you.
I was saying " wow I'm really blessed he is mine and I'm living the time of my life happily "
this is how I felt.
Now I'm not at peace until I'm asleep. cause when I sleep I do not feel but waking up always brings the misery of being without him
Everything is different now
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