I had a very bad dream last night , he was in that dream too.
I was in a room , I was happy and there were my friend and her boyfriend. I called mark on skype from my phone , he answered and I heard noises, people screaming , it was like he was at a concert. He was so happy too and for the first thing he told me was that he loves me and I said I love him too. (still in my dream) I realized whats happened to him . I started crying and running, then I got out and picked my moped and start driving , but I wasn't able to drive everything was so dark that i couldn't see a thing only a light from moped, it was terrible, I was so scared I couldn't control myself, I was ready to fall but then in the midle of the street I saw someone, I was so close to invest that someone in black cloak, I did't saw the face only the back cause that someone was only illuminated by my moped lights.
(I tried to draw it but it don't look so much like the one from my dream)
Then I woke up with an unusual breathing
( you know how in dreams everything seems so real, obviously I cant make you feel and see wha I felt by writing )
I started crying and was so scared and I needed him to confort me like he always did
I miss him so much, I cannot do this thing called life without him here with me
holding me, kissing me ,loving me and keeping me safe.
I miss/need this little but for me so big things
now i can't stop crying. Baby i love you
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